How did I get lost? What do I like? Who am I? These were the questions I had to ask myself as I sat before the Lord on a porch swing in the mountains last weekend.
It has been a whirlwind of a year and I decided I needed to figure out who I am in this moment. So I did some soul searching and realized some key things. I am a minimalist (some would say OCD) I DO NOT LIKE CLUTTER! I was giving away and cleaning out everything including my closet full of clothes. Then I realized I LOVE clothes. I love getting dressed in the morning. I love putting outfits together and I love getting bargain deals! So from now on I will bargain and thrift shop and not be down on myself. I only buy things that fit my body type, are in good condition and I can wear with multiple things (c'mon I have to be practical!)
I also realized I love me! I love my size 12 body with stretch marks, cellulite and fake breasts. I love me because God made me this way (with the help of 3 HUGE babies, but you know where I am coming from and a few surgeries to spare me as much as earthly possible from breast cancer)! Just because I am a woman does NOT mean I have to put myself down. #selflove
No matter your circumstance, what you like or what you look like you are a masterpiece crafted for such a time as this! You are worthy of greatness! So tell me, who are you? What do you like? How are you going to show self love?
"The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in Him, and I am helped. Therefore my heart rejoices, and I praise Him with song." Psalm 28:7